Wake me up when September ends...

After all it was a cool month!An easy-living month,full of expected and unexpected surprises!My buddy cried when I gave him his birthday present:a book for the cities of the world!It s really sweet,when u find out that even boys can sometimes be really sensitive!

I argued a lot,I denied a job and no matter how silly it may seems to a few,I admit it :nothing satisfies me mooore than going out,getting drunk,smoking a lot and dancing like nobody s watching!(and YES I m 25 OK?)

Apart from hanging around ,I also studied a lot for my phd and I came to a conclusion:If our personality is only 30% original and the rest is the role of our mother,our classmates effect,a piece of someone we really love e.t.c.,how the hell do we ever realize who we are and what is that special sth which we really really want?And if anyone out there has discovered himself that much,that he can assure me that his decisions are totally his OWN?

And why no matter how good u feel about yourself ,can a comment of a guy ,who means nothing to u ,affect your mood in a very bad way?(Yeah...someone called me cruel..and the truth is that !)